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Sunday, June 9th, 2013
7:28 pm - Is anyone still on here?
I'm on Facebook, you should send me a friend request. Kiliam Lord

current mood: amused

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Friday, February 29th, 2008
1:44 pm - in it all
was it in the beginning the same as it ran in the end? all warped an rusty, with it all squeeky and wobbly, and you thought it was new then. you had blinders and earplugs you didn't realize were in and didn't sign for a warranty. now you are stuck with what you thought you wanted

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Tuesday, December 11th, 2007
2:30 am - it is
im and will be

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Thursday, October 4th, 2007
1:12 pm - it's been a long time since we rock and rolled
myspace.com/bipopulardisorder

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Tuesday, May 30th, 2006
5:41 pm - long time now
I am different a lot now, much better, so long away and apart from old life by a huge chunk load. Wonderful

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Thursday, March 17th, 2005
12:10 pm - http://www.myspace.com/bipopulardisorder
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Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005
3:45 pm - http://www.myspace.com/bipopulardisorder
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Tuesday, February 8th, 2005
2:01 pm - http://www.myspace.com/bipopulardisorder
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Thursday, February 3rd, 2005
4:17 pm - http://www.myspace.com/bipopulardisorder
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and then there were echos off the wall and then laughter and then i hearrd that voice that one inside saying it was ok and everything will be wrong again and i will laugh and then i'll sigh and breath agin then just fly high

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Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
4:24 pm - Bi popular Disorder
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Monday, January 17th, 2005
10:24 am
so here it is that time again. and it to will pass.

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Saturday, December 25th, 2004
3:02 pm - Merry Christmas
Season's Greetings and all that funk yall, I turned .35 of a century old on the 23rd. have fun

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Thursday, September 9th, 2004
9:51 am - My Wedding Vows
Here I am as I knew I would be, giving myself to you tonight. I pictured being with you from early on and I love you, I think I have since I first showed you my art and poetry and listened to your caring and adoring responses. I know that God has put you here for me and had chosen the perfect timing for us to finally connect as a couple. He has shown me that daily in innumerable ways. We have been tested a few times in the last week and I’ve seen that barriers can’t stand in our way; I know we will always be able to stand together as one. I vow to always be your friend and treat you as I would have you treat me, kind and gently. I love you! I vow to listen and hear your needs and try to fulfill them in whatever way I can. You are the best part of me. I vow to take care of you when you aren’t feeling well; it makes me feel better and happier to be able to sooth and take care of you until you feel better. I vow to always be always being loyal to you, besides, no other could make me happier than you and not being faithful would just be dumb. I vow to share decisions with you, two heads are always better than one, especially on the important stuff. I vow not to stand in the way of your goals; instead I want to help you do whatever it is it takes to make your life feel whole. I vow to be grateful for the things that you do for me and not take you for granted. Without you I was incomplete, with you I am whole. I cherish you and already together I’ve been happier and I vow to make sure I do what I can to make that true for the rest of our lives.

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Tuesday, September 7th, 2004
12:25 pm - Married
Well it wasn't a traditional wedding but it was better than a traditional one, we went to the waterfront and had a few close friends around. we wrote our vows for each other, and her mom flew in before the weekend started from Wisconsin. Mom likes me. My family didn't go at all, they're so self absorbed as usual that I don't matter in their lives equations. It's not about them anyhow. I had my best friend of several years come to be my best man (or as he agreed to be beast man). HE wasn't expecting to ever do that I think. It is so nice to be married this time around because it's not because someone was knocked up. Hehehehe I'm all giddy and Ice cream happy inside, champagne gives me such a hangover though.

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Friday, September 3rd, 2004
4:30 pm - guess what?
I'm to be wed on monday.....YAY!!!

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Thursday, September 2nd, 2004
1:35 am - o.k.
i'm getting married SOON

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Wednesday, August 25th, 2004
5:44 pm - Forever
Eventually it was to be found,
I found it without looking,
It happened quick,
Quite suprisingly,
Left me impressed how easy it could happen to me,
It was a shock,
symbiotic,
came rushing in so fast,
this thing I wanted,
longed for,
needed,
Is mine at last,
It seems surreal, so dreamy pure,
I want it never to end,
a friend, a mate, a love for real,
such a truly uplifting ordeal,
it's mine and hers,
and hers and mine,
this thing i have is so divine,
and so I glow from feeling love,
never seeming to get enough,
so sticky sweet it is to me,
the best thing in the world,
the epitimy of what is good to me,
I've found here with my girl

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Tuesday, August 17th, 2004
2:30 pm - Here goes....
Last friday someone(i'm assuming my ex, because i saw her there) burnt down the trailer i was storing my stuff in behind the bar i work at. This should bother me, but i know that anyone who has such issues being bipolar would soon be put away and no longer be attempting to kill anyone. I have to buy all new paints now, no biggie because i've been blessed with good friends whom i'm sure will help me with that matter. Also I am in love, i got engaged last week, this is something i thought i'd never do again after living nine years of tragedy with a mean spirited person who dragged me down to the pits of despair. I have though found a person that brings me great happines and inspiration. I can't believe I'm smiling after seeing most things I owned burn, but my life isn't about my material possesions, I will however mis the 4 x 16 ft mural i was painting that was in there. whatever.

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Wednesday, August 4th, 2004
9:44 pm - so i'm fabulous
can anyone guess what lifts my spirits?
it's the fact that i'm ok for once, sedate in all my idiosyncracies. i've been, jovial and creative in many ways (hehehe). i also got lots of good things coming my way. as usual. i'm happy. hope you are too.

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Sunday, July 25th, 2004
2:19 am - RKL, the Accused....whatever
apperatently i wasupon stage tonight and didn't know it,i hate stupid bitch's and am beggining to think idon't wan't to be wanted to be known onstage, i don't want lame fuck i want old fashioened, i want to eat you in and out like those burgers, and i'll remember unlike you dumb cunts that can't remember who was on stage minutes earlier, i may look like thedevil, but not your nice fantasy of one, so kiss my ass, they suck or they wouldn't have to wrk so hard at getting the shit, i'll be unexpected the expletive that finally falls from your mouth if you aren't an idiot, kiss me now, let me know you, or fuck off forever

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